songs for urgency – quick and dirty

Session1 Track1 to Track 3

1 Signorita

Comon signorita
Comon and dance with me
Comon little babe let your body loosen thee
Oh oh signorita
you are the most beautiful thing I ever did see
Comon little babe, little honey, little darling
Comon and dance with me

Eh signorita
Don’t you know everything about you makes me sing
everything about you is my precious heart beating
Oh signorita can’t you see, I am shivering
Relieve me, relieve me
and dance with me

Chorus
Sway with me, sway with me over the stars
Sway with me no matter where you are
Oh signorita, why don’t you sway me now
Sway my life, thy life apart

Eh signorita I promise I will do you no harm
I promise you everything and even more for this very night
Oh signorita, all you got to do now
Is give me, give me a little try

Chorus

Oh signorita
you know that I am the one for you tonight and every night
you know that I am everything you could have asked for in your life
Oh signorita don’t you dare to miss me tonight
Sway me, sway me apart

Chorus

 

2 ode to life / oda zivotu

Oh Lord what shall I say?

I am so glad that he went away

Oh Lord what shall I do

Nothing oh nothing is true

 

This gypsy, this gypsy has taken my soul

He’s taken my soul and swept it through the floor

He took everything I ever had

Took it apart, turned it to life and gold

And planted it back

 

Oh lord thank you so much

All this happiness I never dared to hope to touch

Oh lord how I can thank

All I ever wanted was right here, right now in my hands

 

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O devla sto da velim

Tako sam sretna sto ne otidjoh tad s njim

O devla sto da ucinim

Nista, bas nista od istine ne vidim

 

Taj rom, taj rom uzme mi dusu iz utroba

Uze je uze i svu ju raspara

Uzeo sve sto ikad imah ja

Rastvorio, razorio, pretvorio u zlato

Pretvorio u zivot

I usadi je natrag tad

 

O devla kako da zahvalim

Sva ta sreca sto ne usudih se ikad ni pozelit

O devla hvala ti

Sve sto ikad htijela

Sada i ovdje u mojim rukama drzim

 

3 waiting for god, oh!

I am tired of waiting to see how far I’ll come
don’t need no farness to know that I am alone

I am tired of waiting for my blood to try
I just want to do my work
I want to know life is mine

Chorus
I don’t want to come
I don’t want to come no more
Cause those days they should arrive without me
like they did before

I am tired of waiting for you or anyone
I am tired of praying to a god that is gone

I don’t need nothing
I don’t need no words
don’t need no poetry in this tragedy of fools

Chorus

Take my head, take my thumb too
Why don’t you take everything
you see I got nothing to prove

Take my life, take my whole death too
I am tired of walking in this tainted valley of fools

Chorus

4 another song

All the way from Volga to New Amsterdam
They are marching with their prides in their bones
Escaping from the hearts, escaping from their souls
Oh isn’t there a bit of them in everyone of us

Desire in their eyes and hope in their hearts
Hope for a new promised land to find
And I wish them all the best
And I wish them all the luck they shall need
To find some land where they won’t have to seek away

How many people will have to die till we start to see
How many people will have to cry, how many people will have to lie
How many people will have to starve till we start to realize
How many people will have to die till we stop believe those lies

A man whom I admired said that we were just a bunch of slaves
playing the game we should play
and we play it perfectly well and we play it the best way we can
but that is exactly the wrong way

But who am I to judge
Who am I to sing these lyrics
I am just another poet trying to be free
And all I want to do is to make you see
That you’ve got the right to fight for your own reality

 

5 song for free falling

It’s been so long since I last drunk from thy lips
So long, dreams are playing on me
again, again till I was thy wings
Again, again so bitter, so weak

I enter those who weren’t meant to be
near or inside thee
it didn’t come, I didn’t let them in
those words, those laces
embracingly drinned

It’s been so long since I last killed thy me
So long
I killed every bit of it
again, again till I stabbed the rest of thy wings
Again, again thy blood embracing me

Don’t you dare to prey on me
don’t you dare to flee
I am yours, forever and in eternity
All life is thane in me

I didn’t mean to kill thy me
I simply didn’t know what else I was supposed to be doing
Those pregnant seeds you planted inside me
They were keeming, they were seeding
They were devouring me

Come back, come back into me
I can’t be, I can’t breath without thee
Come back, come back into me
you are my everything

You are my veins, my blood, my lungs
my brain, my life
Where are thee, where are thee

You are my veins, my blood, my lungs
my thumb, my tomb
Come back into me

Come back into me

 

6 suzy

Suzy, she was a lady
but a young girl in disguise
she made up her face in the mirror
the charm of a child was still there in her eyes

I remember our last days spent together
Fed up with my life, I’d had my share
but your face still remains in my memory
Oh man, I still really care

Chorus
Hey Suzy
Don’t ask for my name
Hey Suzy
Leave the memory the same
Lalala la lalalala

She new how to keep a secret
she kept it only to herself
but somehow the show was over
Time to put the street life on the shelf

I remember our last days spent together
Fed up with my life, I’d had my share
but your face still remains in my memory
Oh man, I still really care

Chorus

 

7 I don’t care

I don’t care about what you think you are
I don’t care about what you think you said or done
I don’t care about anything anymore
All I want to do is love you and that is all

I don’t care about those stories you think I am ought to know
About your sexual being, your loving and your soul
You see I don’t care by anything anymore
All I want to do is love you and that is all

So we are talking all this bullshit and wasting all this time
Playing all those games that made us so often lose my mind
I don’t care bout anything anymore
All I want to do is love you and that is all

I don’t care whether you want me or not
I don’t care about all those insanities in your heart
I don’t care about anything anymore
all I want to do is love you and that is all

I understand some things you think I don’t
I understand some of those you ever won’t
I don’t care about anything anymore
All I want to do is love you and that is all

So we are talking all this bullshit and wasting all this time
playing all those games that made us so often lose my mind
I guess, I don’t love you anymore
so I am going to pack my things and go

 

8 drunken song

Listen to my drunken song
that tells you where life and death belongs
that brings some deep words of sincerity
that carries its own faith along

Entering the precipices of your tomb
Waiting for the ember to arouse once more
so my soul combounds again with yours
to get drunk of your love

All the birds have flown away
to the place where spring still reigns
I am searching for a way that shall lead me to your soul
never found, never known

On the borders of insanity
Full of poison and incapacity
if love did happen
why can’t it be true
or is it just another deceitful clue

Chorus
I am searching for you, searching for you, my love
wherever you might hide
I shall find a way, I shall find a way to your heart
I shall find a way to your love

Listen to my drunken song

 

bonus

chasing clouds aka blood is in the air

Blood is on the air

Running through my hands

Blood is on my hands

Running by my head

 

I don’t want me no more

I want me to go

 

Too much blood is on the air

Too much blood is everywhere

Why don’t you come with me and pay some resistance

 

Too much blood is everywhere

In my lungs, on my hands, between my lends

Why don’t you come with me and pay some resistance

 

I know that it won’t help

I know that it won’t do

You are just living your lives

I hope you re living the right one too

 

Lalala

Chorus

Hey this isn’t one of my moods

It is all your fault

Cause you didn’t have an attitude

 

 

songs for vernissages - piano singles

Session1 Track1 to Track 9

1 holy mis(t)ery of perfection

I’ve seen my soul diving away, into the see of thousands of tears
I’ve seen them walk the secret paths of my dreams
I’ve seen them kill, killing me

Many days, many lives, I floated away without any chance of returnal
every single breath led me to new reason fighting against the mortality inside

All the starches burning the wrong witches, burning the innocent ones
Altering perceptions by devolving our holy thoughts, by inclining them to rise

I’ve seen my soul flying away, into the spheres of holy pain
I’ve seen them fall and tremble into dust
I’ve seen them disappear, disappear with thee
Farewell sweet music that made our hearts beat
Farewell you sweetest child of all
May all the butterflies sing when you have learned to see, when you have learned to be

I’ve seen my soul diving away, into the see of thousands of tears
I’ve seen them walk the secret paths of my dreams
I’ve seen them kill, killing me

A shuttered soul feeling lost and fond in the arms of the angel of death
who’s just trying to reverse the common picture of realty
I felt you, I felt you
I loved you, I loved you

I’ve seen my souls diving away, into the vast eternal space
I’ve seen them laugh, laughing at us
I’ve seen them destroying thee and me

I’ve seen my soul diving away, into the see of thousands of tears
I’ve seen them walk the secret paths of my dreams
I’ve seen them kill, killing me

 

2 To the unknown Russian

Sun rise, sun set, and no compassion is left
you were living for so long now
and still you didn’t realize, that you were already dead

Why don’t you stand up again,
but now fighting for your own life instead
you know, ideas come and go and afterwards
there’s nothing more left than a bunch of dead young men

Sun rise, sun set, and no comfort is left
you were blinded for so often now
and still you didn’t realize that you wouldn’t be ever saved

Why don’t you stand up again,
but now fighting for your own life instead
you know, all the sorrow, all the pain, all the blood
and all the sweat might be paid of one day

Sun rise, sun set, and no truth is left
you were cheated so often now
and still you didn’t realize that the truth was right there in front of your head

Why don’t you stand up again,
but now fighting for your own life instead
you know, the day will come when those lies you believed
wouldn’t mean a single thing

Sun rise, sun set, and no life is left
you were killed so often now
and still you didn’t realize that you weren’t meant to be dead

Why don’t you stand up again,
but now fighting for your own life instead
you know, one day you’ll be able to love and live again
hopefully you’re not dead by then

 

3 I shall

Take another smoke of my last cigarette
Take another part of my soul
Take another piece of my broken heart
Take everything that I own

You shall never have to say a word again
you shall never have to say another hallo
you shall never have to do anything again
Just take everything you want and go

I shall always be standing there
I shall never dare to leave
I shall always be standing there
I shall never dare to start again without thee

Take another zip of my last vodka drink
Take another part of my life
Take everything that is good in me
Take everything that I own

You shall never have to say a word again
you shall never have to say another hallo
you shall never have to do anything again
Just take everything you want and go

I shall always be standing there
I shall never dare to leave
I shall always be standing there
I shall never dare to start again without thee

 

4 Always

You say I am the one

You say I am your ferry elf

Cause all the way through those panels

I shall always bee the one who cares

I shall always be your star

Guiding you through the darkness of your way

 

You say I look wonderful today and every day

You say all your angels got down on their knees and begun

To pray

Cause all the way through those panels

I shall always be the one who dares

I shall always be the one

Who shall stab those demons who dare to come your way

 

Chorus

I know, I know, and I am always going to know

How good you were

How good you still are

Yes, I am always going to know

 

You say, when are you going to come back again

You say, why don’t you stay just for another little da

 

Cause all the way through those panels

I shall always be the one who dares

I shall always be the one

Who shall stab each and every demon who dares to come your way

 

Chorus

I know, I know, and I am always going to know

How good you were

How good you still are

Yes, I am always going to know

 

5 Juliette

Ain’t a magician, ain’t a silver king
I am just a poet trying to be free
ain’t a junkie, ain’t a murderer who weeps
I am just an unwanted hero that no one needs

No tears, no lives are shed for me
I am just a mortal creature trying to be free
The worse despair in your eyes I ever seen
Oh I do anything, anything just to set you free

Why don’t you just take your wings and fly away
I promise I won’t do anything that could make you stay

Been so much and so little in thy life
And now I am just hoping for the day to come
The day when you will finally liberate yourself from fears
Your captured soul will finally find a way to sincerity

Why don’t you just take your wings and fly away
I promise I won’t do anything that could make you stay